1. 8 months ago 

    Coffee shop

    Been here for 1 + hour or so.  Fellow classmate from my last class ever at UofL just walked in. Apparently he is studying for the GRE according to the book he is carrying. and how he had to let someone off the phone because “well man, I gotta go, I’m studying for the GRE”.  Just glad that I am past that step in my life. 

    Sometimes I forget how much I have accomplished.  I do a good job on focusing on all of my downfalls instead. constantly.  I know that I have had some bumps in this stupid journey of mine. and I know that I am not really happy at the exact moment of where I am.  But I have a decent foundation beneath me, and this is merely just a pitstop to where I am going. Or at least that is the hope.

    I have a year to get myself together and get my head back into the game. There is so much I want to do this year.  I really just want to travel, and to not take life seriously for once.  I know a lot of people who do not live in Louisville, I could spend a good majority of time traveling around and catching up with people I have collected.

    Last night I watched my favorite movie of all time.  It left me with the feeling that it always does. uncertainty.  I feel so unsure of everything and everyone in my life.  I am convinced that at some point I will no longer feel this way and that something will feel RIGHT.  until then, I am constantly unhappy with this feeling of uncertainty. and I just keep pedaling through each day as if I know what the hell I am doing, when really I am just looking for something to fit.  I don’t know how to shake the feeling of boredom, maybe I am destined to never be satisfied with my accomplishments. Maybe it is just my personality to always want more regardless of the situation. Who knows. I guess only time will tell.

    at least I’m not saying I am studying for the GRE when really I am on craigslist looking at things for sale. It appears to be cycling things.  Cycling is a great hobby ex.classmate of mine. But it will not help you score higher on the GRE. just like all of my current activities and hobbies will not help me become a great doctor.  Awesome.

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But my heart keeps telling me to hold my ground. You'll never learn a thing if you bail out now.
 
 

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